ASR: B9: Chapter 7: Not Here To Be At The Mercies Of Fools.

Before I am TAUGHT to be the person everyone misunderstood me to be. I have been through hard time myself and I know how brutal life can be when we are ignorant, or unmindful of the higher lesson and purpose we are here for. I try not to say nor see things from only one perspective and then use that perspective to biasedly make my point. In the last chapter I wrote about what I witness and my experiences with people who choose to live life mindlessly being self-oriented.

In contrast to someone who live life only for themselves. Looking at other people in my life who got what they got and who are truly “successful”. I can see the EFFORT in their relationships and sacrifices they make by “putting up” with family B.S. and friends B.Ses. They “put up” with it. Tolerate it. Endure it to BUILD lasting relationship. Grow wiser, become more mindful and stronger. They are thoughtful and considerate of OTHER people.

They MAKE time, effort, and make many personal sacrifices to LOVE others. In turn, learn to love themselves too. Through their efforts and personal sacrifices, they learned the value of the gifts they give others. Thus, learn to appreciate it when it is return to them. They also learn to respect themselves enough to set boundaries and stand gloriously in their own power. Therefore, their individualism and strength do not get overwhelmed nor lost in relationships with others. Instead, it adds an element of strength and power to the union. Balancing their individualism instead of unbalancing it as often happens when two people come together.

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Real love is “effort”. Not just a word we can say because we can. To TRULY love someone, we must make EFFORT. Effort is not blindly making endless sacrifices of ourselves — In exchange, for only what we think we want. What we romanticize and expect to receive in return for “giving out”. That is “infatuation”. Not LOVE. Real love, make us strong, make us powerful. Set us FREE. Not cage us and keep us like a pet. Only, taken out to “be loved” when someone else have a need to feel or express their emotions. Not enslave us to surrender all that we are — so we can be what someone else want. Be just their other half.

Blind infatuation with someone is not “love”. At least not the kind of “higher love” that makes us cherish ourselves, respect ourselves, and become strong enough to FLY. Or stand on our own against the wind of constant changes in life. We live a lot of our life “hung up” on the hopes, possibilities, and “what ifs” of things that “got away” from us. Instead of seeing and cherishing what is in front of us now. What we let slip by us now — will becomes regrets for tomorrow. When tomorrow comes, we will do the same to it as we did the day before.

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Yes, in this world, there are MANY forms and definition of “love”. And just like any other words — it has a limited definition. But the REAL higher definition of “love” cannot be defined by words. Cannot be spoken. It is defined by ACTIONS, reactions, and choice we choose to make. Choose to make to have the EXPERIENCES we have with the people we encounter in our lives.

We cannot FEEL them without that connection that give us the experiences to trigger the many emotions. “Love” in this world can be said in many ways. Can be interpreted in many ways as well. But I can never understand how we can say we “love” and “care” for someone if we cannot even SEE they are in deep pain because of us. Also, even if we can see others pain. But we choose and can IGNORE other’s suffering and only do what we want, because we can choose to be selfish. Choose to be unaware and mindless.

If we can choose to wait till tomorrow to do what we are supposed to do today. And justify our lack of effort with endless clever excuses. Instead of giving up any of our level of comfort to do something for others we claim to “love”. It is not “love”. Just because we can declare and claim something is what it is, does not mean it can be.

Just as real higher love cannot be expressed by a word, nor can the effort exerted to love — be justified by an excuse. Higher love is not about sacrifices. It is about compromises we are willing to make to “meeting people halfway.” It is not a “tradable” commodity — it is a blessing.

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We are not put here to live only for others (sacrificial love). Nor only for ourselves (selfish love). If so, we would all be divinely conceived instead of “given birth” too. Having a “mother”, being a “mother/parent” gives us a chance to experience that connection to another. You cannot get closer to someone then developing for 9 months inside them. “Home” inside them for that 9 month. Also, before even starting this conceiving process, we would have to connect with another being first.

Procreation in such a manner is source’s way of reminding us of its link with us. Reminding us of the importance of the connections we have to each other. Reminding us of our real “birth parent” and our real “family”. We are dimensional beings. Before we are even physically conceived, we are already born. Already have “parent” and is already part of a “family”.

We are here to be taught how to see and appreciate and cherish that “family” connections. Life is about all those connections that we cannot see but can always feel. This “birthing” factor about life is often missed. We take for granted it higher significance because it has been around so long. Especially, now that giving birth is no longer as dangerous and tragic as it once was. People forget to remember the reason for its true meaning.

Hence, the ROOT of some people’s problem is that they are too spoiled by abundance to know how to truly “love”. “Physical love” is freely given to them in abundance amount. They do not have to try or do anything to be “loved.” They are even taught it is their “entitled right” to BE love — not TO love. Therefore, because they were not taught the full definition of “love”, they do not really know what it truly means. Hence, do not know how to apply it. How to accept and gracefully receive it, nor how to give or offer it to others.

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Life is not purposelessly living and doing whatever and die — only to come back and do it again. It is a “rite of passage” and a “respite milestone” on our road to ascension. We are dimensional beings not meant to exist in this realm forever. There are many realms out there with so many amazing and wonderful experiences to have. Every time we do not fulfill our purpose. We lose a bit of that knowledge and get a little lost on the roads to get there.

Knowledge is power but also a burden. Knowing what I know, I live in constant worry growing up because I do not want to see anyone get left behind. There are SO many wonders to experience beyond this one “respite stop”. And TIME is “running out” for those who have been here too long choosing not to learn what they are meant to.

Growing up this knowledge haunts me. Before I “remember” who I am, it is one of the reasons I am so motivated to try so hard and do not want to give up on others around me. Why I value time with those I love, outweigh all the other comforts I could be focusing on and trying to achieve.

We are made to be able to achieve and accumulate everything we want. Why do you think source enable us so? For us to achieve anything we wanted, only to take it all away with death. To have it all, yet end up with nothing at all?

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Death is but another sleep for those who have already ascended. But for those who have not…in this new grid…there is a …cleansing. A cleansing of those who do not want to be here.

We can only have so many tries to pass an exam, right? Humanity have had thousands of years to do so. Now it is selection times again. I am not a verbal communicator and my expression through writing is getting better. But for those who does not like to read. The only other way I have been able to help them is “beat” them with insistence actions and reactions like I do with those in my life. It is a LOT OF WORK and effort — And exhausting. In my other “lives” and timelines, I teach those who would listen with words. But those who are stubborn…I had to show them the… difference.

Bringers are here to break the old templates. I used to be afraid of who I am and will become. Because I got only “memories” of being “helpless” and “powerless”. Until I became mindful of my lessons and remembered who I am. I only “dreams” of the “beginnings”. Where I am hunted and corned for my gifts and abilities. Thus, always afraid and scared for myself, and those I love due to who I am and my position. Due to the resist of unmindful people who cannot see pass themselves to accept the help they PRAYED for, only to repay that help with violent.

I do not know about the other bringers, but for myself. Source and my higher teams had made it crystal clear that I am not here to be at the mercies of fools. I am not here to be attacked and abused in the name of “superficial love”. Nor am I here to allow the continuation of the sick believe of horrific sacrifices and tragic ends, to teach “benevolent love”. No longer are bringer of change to die tragic death to save those they are here for. It is time for some tough “reality check”. Time to break old templates. Time to ascend beyond what is temporarily. Time to understand and clarifies what all those confusing symbols on the roadmap are. Time to get we back on track.

Time to cleanse the school for those who want to learn. Those who want to evolve. Time to stop prolong unnecessary suffering. If someone choose not to catch up on their our own. They will be left behind…maybe, as part of a landscape for the next group.

In this physical realm, it is believed that energy cannot be created or destroyed, right?

But it can be transformed. The question is, what you would not prefer to be transformed into?